Help....

I read the bible,

     to no avail

i reveal my secrets,

     to no one in particular

i try to hide from God,

    only to fail

I push him away

    just to watch myself succeed

I keep friends out

    and find myself alone

i lock the doors of my soul

    just to watch my life fall apart

i throw away the key

     only to go searching

i find my spirits failing

     and don't know what to do

I'm lost

     but have no guide

I'm trapped

     and can't see the door

Help.....

     I'm stuck with no way out