Where has it gone?

Where did it go? 

Why has it gone? 

How come I can't find it anymore? 

My Inspiration...

its...fled

I search, high and low 

Day and Night I search

But to no avail

Its gone

I know that now

But why, I can't seem to figure out

Why can't I...

Write the way I used to

Why can't I...

think the way I used to

Why can't I...

dream the way I used to

My life is gone

Its passed me by

I sit and stare

Waving as it pulls away

As if I no longer care

Its a lie

Its all a lie

Its always been a lie

Yet no one can see

No one believes

They can't see as clearly

They can't understand

That its not true

It never has been

I care

I swear

I do! 

Why can't anyone else see that!

Its as if 

the words I type

are invisible to all but me

as if no one else can see

the truth hidden within me